i am feeling very guilty right now.

my (eight-word no click) - read in chinese colleague is on urgent leave for 2 days.
she NEVER goes on URGENT leave... so i called her this morning and left her a voice message

09.30am
eight-word no click: hi this is jerlyn, i am unable to answer your call right now, please leave your name and contact number and i will call you back as soon as possible (in her most demure voice, which i never knew she had)
a very bad me: (i think i said) your voice mail sucks. where are you ar? why on 2 days urgent leave? go elope with your husband to go china ar? call me back ya.

3.00pm
everybody is looking for her. she switched off her mobile. she's like a lost cat.

3.30pm
winnie mak informed me that jerlyn said she had some family problem.

3.37pm onwards
i have been feeling very guilty, so i went to the toilet 6 times.

3.39pm
decided to write my guilty day blog and at the same time very kan chiong that people will see me doing this, so must hurry....