foul mood fuck off

the mood has been terrible for the day. absolutely no idea what the hell is going on with me. could it be the lack of exposure to the environment due to the face? i have been avoiding the world, i can't help it thou. or, could it be the lack of food? i have stop eating real food for the past one week. the mouth is hurting. or maybe its the famous PMS. Jerlyn has been really accommodating towards all my whimsical whines. my boyfriend on the other hand has been pissing the shit out of me. i think it's all the stress and worry.

i want to look better
i want to go shopping
i want to do my hair
i want to do my nails
i want to go buy magazines
i want to buy make-up
i want to buy shoes
i want i want i want

but i can't i can't i can't. fucking hell.