Pretty Ugly Face

i peeled off a big piece of skin from my face yesterday. think 4cm by 4cm long. plain disgusting. anyway, i thought it was a good sign or something until, the bloody new patch of skin wouldn't stop 'leaking water'. no way to dry the shit i tell you. so as usual, i applied the creams after bath. my face stung & burn. i was fucking in bloody pain. my new resolution for this week: no more peeling off skin!

through this 'ugly' ordeal, i've realised something. i've always been the kind to admire the beautiful. i mean, skinny girls, busty girls, tall girls, perfect skin girls, perfect hair girls, perfect clothes girls, perfect makeup girls, yada yada yada - the perfect kind of people! don't you find them a pleasure to look at? but no, singaporeans loves the ugly. i am a living proof. i am literally being stared like an alien on the streets, in the office, on my way home, in the mrt, i seriously can go on forever. what is seriously so interesting about the ugly people? it's really sad that these people would rather ogle at the ugly than the beautiful people. it just goes to show that with the ugly people around them, at least it wouldn't make them look all that bad. total losers.