It's 4am, and I just killed off some fucking insect.
I actually think I'm getting a hang at this killing thing. Hah

My best friend's grandma just passes away.
Here's the scoop: What exactly are the duties of a friend, if any?

I gave him a call sometime yesterday to check on the funeral venue
(in between conversations)
bf: you don't have to come down if you're not free
me: it's fine. really. we're friends, i should come down
bf: you're not really my friend (ok, so i pretended not to hear this line)
(conversation went on for a couple of minutes more)

I'm kinda sceptical on the whole friendship thing. I really am. Especially at 4am.
I have Alex (another person, I call best friend) constantly telling me, while he's in Perth that I am a lousy friend, cause I do not make time for them and that I am not meeting up with them often, yada yada yada.

What exactly do I have to do? I really do have to work. I cannot afford to meet up constantly so that we can keep this friendship thing strong and going? Why has our friendship come to a point whereby the only way it continues is by meeting up constantly? It really is high time to realise that some people really do have real jobs and that 24hrs really ain't alot. I'm sorry that you guys feel that I cannot compromise and meet you people often enough to get our friendship going. It's really sad to think that our friendship needs so much work. Where did that 10years go?

Anyhow, I'm going for the funeral tomorrow night.